You're only saying that because you're 21. Anyway... you're giving me too much credit. I'm not that wise about anything.
[ You'll be an old old 28 year old one day too... He will take levelheaded though. He could split hairs that maybe in part it's less being calm and more just being jaded about a lot of things, but that's a whole another thing. ]
... It wasn't anything altruistic or anything. I know that in a fight against a monster, I'm likely to lose than not.
But she seemed... sane, still. Like you could still reach her if you tried.
I guess a part of me kind of just hoped that'd be the case, after Prehevil.
Sir Iwatooshi was over a thousand, and I bet he would've said the same thing.
[ then again iwatooshi and rondo are the same (dog)(excited) so is that necessarily proving his point. probably not.
but that's just a little aside, and he lets it go after that. it wasn't anything altruistic - he said the same thing about cutting off his own arm, and the feeling is still the same. that it might not have been altruistic, but it was brave. and bravery means something.
and the idea that you could still reach erin rings true with him, too. (it's staring down sazantos, desperately hoping that it was all a nightmare - that maybe with the right words, with the right determination, he could bring him back. that wasn't the case, but... not everyone would have thought the same way about that, either.)
rondo is quiet, for a moment, thinking about that same memory. about the one he shared with marina, too. ]
...Jeez. Have you not heard? Really lost track of who learned about it and who didn't. Not that it's exactly something I'm just telling everyone unprompted...
It's the place I was in right before I showed up here. Backwaters capital of Bohemia. Was stopping by to look for something... ended up getting roped up into some kind of "Festival of Termina".
Three days to be the sole survivor out of the fourteen of us, or... dying would probably be the generous alternative.
Oh! Right. Right, the festival. I don't remember if you called it that name, is all.
[ or he did and forgot. or i forgot. thankfully rondo has the attention span of a pea so you know its just ic.
... ]
Were... you ever able to get through to anyone? I know... [ after a long moment, quietly: ] I know that the... person's conscience was still there. Or... could be, at least.
[ He opens his mouth as if to respond, and it's about to be a dour no -- and then he thinks about them again. He saw it play out right in front of his own eye with the Giant, his reaction to his own name being called. The violence was too overwhelming with the Judgement, the madman's ramble that vaguely resembled the man he once was. And Karin Sauer... His attempt was bare at best, and he didn't even stay to find out. ]
I don't know. Didn't exactly have the bandwidth to stick around and find out with any of them.
Once they scorched, the violence took precedence over anything else.
he's quiet for a second, but... reaches out, and sets his hand over daan's and gives it a little squeeze, then withdraws it, expression soft and supportive, and... sad, too. ]
...a reflection of our current experience. [ POOR DAAN. what a game you picked for fungers. what a game. ]
That... that here, you still had - have the hope that you could reach Miss Erin. That's the kind of thing that's worth admiring. That's the kind of person I want to stand by the side of.
[ I think it's funny how I've fully accidentally kinned the game concept for 3/4 summer games. He draws his hand back the moment Rondo withdraws his own, looking at him with an unreadable but steely gaze. ]
[ Because it's Monday and in general people have been normal to him on Monday and the effect is pretty subtle this time around so Daan 'doesn't give a fuck / already blunt-ass' Daanson doesn't notice it as much when it comes right on the heels of memshare. ]
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[ You'll be an old old 28 year old one day too... He will take levelheaded though. He could split hairs that maybe in part it's less being calm and more just being jaded about a lot of things, but that's a whole another thing. ]
... It wasn't anything altruistic or anything. I know that in a fight against a monster, I'm likely to lose than not.
But she seemed... sane, still. Like you could still reach her if you tried.
I guess a part of me kind of just hoped that'd be the case, after Prehevil.
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[ then again iwatooshi and rondo are the same (dog)(excited) so is that necessarily proving his point. probably not.
but that's just a little aside, and he lets it go after that. it wasn't anything altruistic - he said the same thing about cutting off his own arm, and the feeling is still the same. that it might not have been altruistic, but it was brave. and bravery means something.
and the idea that you could still reach erin rings true with him, too. (it's staring down sazantos, desperately hoping that it was all a nightmare - that maybe with the right words, with the right determination, he could bring him back. that wasn't the case, but... not everyone would have thought the same way about that, either.)
rondo is quiet, for a moment, thinking about that same memory. about the one he shared with marina, too. ]
...Prehevil? [ asked gently. ]
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It's the place I was in right before I showed up here. Backwaters capital of Bohemia. Was stopping by to look for something... ended up getting roped up into some kind of "Festival of Termina".
Three days to be the sole survivor out of the fourteen of us, or... dying would probably be the generous alternative.
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[ or he did and forgot. or i forgot. thankfully rondo has the attention span of a pea so you know its just ic.
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Were... you ever able to get through to anyone? I know... [ after a long moment, quietly: ] I know that the... person's conscience was still there. Or... could be, at least.
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[ He opens his mouth as if to respond, and it's about to be a dour no -- and then he thinks about them again. He saw it play out right in front of his own eye with the Giant, his reaction to his own name being called. The violence was too overwhelming with the Judgement, the madman's ramble that vaguely resembled the man he once was. And Karin Sauer... His attempt was bare at best, and he didn't even stay to find out. ]
I don't know. Didn't exactly have the bandwidth to stick around and find out with any of them.
Once they scorched, the violence took precedence over anything else.
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he's quiet for a second, but... reaches out, and sets his hand over daan's and gives it a little squeeze, then withdraws it, expression soft and supportive, and... sad, too. ]
...a reflection of our current experience. [ POOR DAAN. what a game you picked for fungers. what a game. ]
That... that here, you still had - have the hope that you could reach Miss Erin. That's the kind of thing that's worth admiring. That's the kind of person I want to stand by the side of.
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I'm serious. It's nothing to praise.
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but... oh. he does falter a little at that, though only a little - confusion flickers clearly across his face before he nods. ]
... Alright. [ well he'll continue to do it anyway in private that sign can't stop him because he can't read etc ] If you say so, Mr. Daan.
[ deflates.... ]
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And Daan is fine.
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closes mouth ]
I. Okay... M... [ shakes ] .... Daan.
[ this feels like breaking the rules ]
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[ Forces him to be alpha. ]
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I'm confident!! It's just! You're the same age as Sir Sazantos and I respect you!!
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... I'll do my best to remember.
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[ There you go. ]
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god. ]
....Everyone has been... so... odd today. Have you noticed....?
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[ Because it's Monday and in general people have been normal to him on Monday and the effect is pretty subtle this time around so Daan 'doesn't give a fuck / already blunt-ass' Daanson doesn't notice it as much when it comes right on the heels of memshare. ]
Why, what happened to you?
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[ shakes ] And Geto tried to get me to stab a tree...? And Miss Marina...
[ .................
puts face on the desk ]
It's just been a very strange day.....
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Oh? What'd she do then?
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his face starts to turn very red though. ]
...Nothing, nothing bad... [ aaa ] It was just a very... it's been a very long day....
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She is a bit of a unique sort, but from all measures I can tell, a rather lovely girl...
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[ immediately and way too loudly ]
I mean - yes. Very much so. [ he clears his throat. very smooth. ] It was fine! Nothing bad.
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Do you like her?
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[ duh???? ]
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