... For what it's worth, I already knew about the plan. Gale told me some of it. But I didn't know who else was involved, or... of course, if it would even work.
I think that made today's revelations easier to digest.
That's... that's why I didn't say anything, I was - I was terrified it wouldn't work. And it would've been - it would've been for nothing. I asked War a thousand times for other ways, but... this was the best we could do. I am relieved it's over, but... it does not make it any less awful.
... That's what I was afraid of. Not that I have any right to be the person to decide who lives or who dies, but I just - I didn't want it to be meaningless.
I... I wanted to have hope that we could save her.
[ hope is the thing that kills you, and the thing that keeps you alive, after all. ]
I was shocked, but I don't think I can bring myself to be angry with you. The fact is that you saved someone, which is what I've wanted to do, but couldn't. I'm grateful for that.
[ ... and I already unleashed most of my anger on Gale, besides... ]
[ he looks up when she does and gives her a smile, though it's like. a little sweaty at the idea of having to do that again. ]
Mm. While - if it were necessary, I wouldn't mind to be the one to bear the load, but...I would really rather not. Besides, there's no guarantee that any of us will survive the week, and I have likely painted a target of some kind on my back, today, so - it would be best to have backup plans...
I think you're right! I have faith in the people here, and...either way, I can't say I have many regrets.
[ well, some. having to lie for a few days was pretty awful, the actual act of having to do it was awful, but... camille is back, now, and likely not possessed anymore, and that's a big deal. in the end, they mitigated loss, a tiny, tiny bit.
he looks - a little surprised at the offer, honestly? touched. Even though... ]
... I'll be there, then. If there's anything I can do to help, just let me know, Miss Kate.
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... For what it's worth, I already knew about the plan. Gale told me some of it. But I didn't know who else was involved, or... of course, if it would even work.
I think that made today's revelations easier to digest.
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... mm.
[ yeah. ]
That's... that's why I didn't say anything, I was - I was terrified it wouldn't work. And it would've been - it would've been for nothing. I asked War a thousand times for other ways, but... this was the best we could do. I am relieved it's over, but... it does not make it any less awful.
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... I'm glad that she wasn't just eliminated as a threat. That you were trying to save her... and did.
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I... I wanted to have hope that we could save her.
[ hope is the thing that kills you, and the thing that keeps you alive, after all. ]
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I was shocked, but I don't think I can bring myself to be angry with you. The fact is that you saved someone, which is what I've wanted to do, but couldn't. I'm grateful for that.
[ ... and I already unleashed most of my anger on Gale, besides... ]
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I... If you were angry, I would deserve it, but... thank you. [ very quietly, one last time: ] I'm sorry.
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[ a little sigh. but some warmth has returned to her tone. ]
... Your ribbon's undone. Do you need help with it again?
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he huffs a little at that, shoulders hunching, and nods. ]
I took it out... thank you.
[ and reaches back to hand her the ribbon, quietly radiating... whatever the animal crossing version of grateful is. grateful for a lot of things. ]
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... If this plan worked for Camille, do you think it could work for the other afflicted, too?
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...It's possible, but... I'm not sure if the item will even still be there, now. I guess there's really only one way to find out..
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[ not by killing someone!! hopefully!! ]
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-- Yes! Of course! What else?!
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The overseers might have some guidance they can give, too.
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[ :stressed:
he turns his head back obediently ]
It makes the death feel a little less meaningless - not... not a lot. But... it's something.
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... We'll see what we can learn.
[ I think it would be too cruel to suggest that he do it again, though... ]
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Mm. While - if it were necessary, I wouldn't mind to be the one to bear the load, but...I would really rather not. Besides, there's no guarantee that any of us will survive the week, and I have likely painted a target of some kind on my back, today, so - it would be best to have backup plans...
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[ and if you prove her wrong and end up dead this week then i will simply tpk.
anyway, she presses a hand to his shoulder. ]
Anis is inviting everyone to the campsite later for snacks and stories. It would make me happy if you joined us.
[ anis probably talked to him too, but she figures he could use the reassurance that he's welcome. ]
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I think you're right! I have faith in the people here, and...either way, I can't say I have many regrets.
[ well, some. having to lie for a few days was pretty awful, the actual act of having to do it was awful, but... camille is back, now, and likely not possessed anymore, and that's a big deal. in the end, they mitigated loss, a tiny, tiny bit.
he looks - a little surprised at the offer, honestly? touched. Even though... ]
... I'll be there, then. If there's anything I can do to help, just let me know, Miss Kate.
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Simply being there is plenty. But I'm sure Anis will come up with something for you.