... Maybe. [ the mantra repeats again, in his head - So long as I am weak, nothing that I hold dear is safe. and he huffs. ] Certainly, I'm not as weak as I used to be. And that progress is important, right?
It doesn't hurt to say these things aloud, you know.
[ there's like a little bit of a tease to it - he laughs, a little wet, and rubs his eyes. ] If something were to happen to me, I would want the people I care for to know how much I care for them.
Mmm. I don't think so, either. But... since it happened right before I came here, it's been on my mind.
[ At least, I think it did. it felt like the life was being choked directly from his body, not just the Flame. he wouldn't be surprised if sir sazantos left him in a heap in hell, soul separated, left to wander it endlessly full of regrets of all he couldn't do.
he doesn't sound particularly sad, just thoughtful. ] Besides, it's something I've been prepared for since I was a little kid. I think life is much sweeter when you remember how precious every moment you have is.
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...Huh?
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I... was hoping you would ignore that....
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...Well... I can always be stronger. That's all.
[ So long as I am weak, nothing that I hold dear will be safe. ]
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You aren't weak, though.
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... Maybe. [ the mantra repeats again, in his head - So long as I am weak, nothing that I hold dear is safe. and he huffs. ] Certainly, I'm not as weak as I used to be. And that progress is important, right?
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... I know. [ the smile lessens just a little - it's honest, a little rueful. ] I do.
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[ woof. scolded, but he looks down at their hands. ]
I just... I want to be able to protect people, and it feels as if I have done precious little of it, here. Whether it's out of my control, or not.
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Well, I would say that definitely isn't true.
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[ a little hopefully... ]
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[You are so dear to me. I hope you can see it.]
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I... [ and he's so touched - obviously, eyes a little wide, but he swallows, and nods. emotional, as always. ]
... I hope you know that I feel the same, Vin. [ I am so lucky to call you my friend. ]
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I'm aware.
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[ there's like a little bit of a tease to it - he laughs, a little wet, and rubs his eyes. ] If something were to happen to me, I would want the people I care for to know how much I care for them.
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Nothing's going to happen to you.
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[ At least, I think it did. it felt like the life was being choked directly from his body, not just the Flame. he wouldn't be surprised if sir sazantos left him in a heap in hell, soul separated, left to wander it endlessly full of regrets of all he couldn't do.
he doesn't sound particularly sad, just thoughtful. ] Besides, it's something I've been prepared for since I was a little kid. I think life is much sweeter when you remember how precious every moment you have is.
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[she just kind of shifts a little uncomfortably with a stilted nod, at the rest.]
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[ maybe??? OPTIMISM??? please believe him ] Either way.
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I did just say that, didn't I....
[ busted ]
Well... yes, you're right. I have... I put a little bit more into looking, after we talked with Mr. Gale.
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