[ baby. he takes her hand for real, now, mouth pulling up in a smile. vin can probably see that he looks - not great. stressed, tired, dark bags under his eyes. it has been a Fucking Day.
still, despite all that, he smiles - sincere, a little wet, soft, but a smile. ]
...You're here now. That's all that matters. You made it back.
... She... we found her... she was drunk. Really, really drunk. And she knew what was coming. Mr. Gale and Miss Asa helped to support me, but... I was the one who dealt the final blow. We just used a shard of glass from the broken window, and set it in her hand. I... cut it so it would look like she did it herself.
[ he hates saying that, and that's obvious in his tone. he hates lying about it. laudna said that she hoped whoever did it would just come clean, and he wanted to, but rondo's plan relied on him being able to lie for a few days. just a few. it's just temporary. ]
We took her to lay her to rest [ somewhere i dont think we actually decided on this part ] and... that should have been that. But...
... I think a spider took her after we left. That was how Miss Laudna and Todomatsu found her.
[ he did. but it felt - awful. after his experience in hell, just barely a week ago, the way she reacted, just... all of it. he closes his eyes. ] It... it's only temporary. I have to keep reminding myself of that.
[ she'll be back.
after he says this he like - shakes his head a little, eyes wet. ] What - what am I saying. Vin, you don't have to comfort me... After everything you went through today?
[ im about to fucking suffer through this inves thats happening right now so this is my serotonin by which i mean
he's thoughtful... ]
Let's see... You're smart, decisive, and kindhearted. You do a very good job of uniting people around you, even if you don't think you do. You're also thoughtful and thorough, and careful in ways that I rarely am, which is something I admire about you very much. Physically, you're really talented, and your magic is wonderfully clever - at least what I saw in your memories.
Beyond that, though, you're a wonderful friend who cares very much about the people who matter to you... is that enough? I can keep going.
-- Vin! I'm so sorry, was it something I said?! It's okay, it's okay!! [ he's like immediately reaching out to (carefully) take her face in his hands!!! ]
On Friday, last week, you let me cry on you for hours. You came and sat with me when I came back from hell. You even tried to encourage me when you saw my memories. I'm not sure how you could call those things anything but kind.
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[ weh. another squeeze. ]
We don't have to talk about it, if you don't want to. I'm just... I'm just really glad you're here. You made it back.
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still, despite all that, he smiles - sincere, a little wet, soft, but a smile. ]
...You're here now. That's all that matters. You made it back.
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... She... we found her... she was drunk. Really, really drunk. And she knew what was coming. Mr. Gale and Miss Asa helped to support me, but... I was the one who dealt the final blow. We just used a shard of glass from the broken window, and set it in her hand. I... cut it so it would look like she did it herself.
[ he hates saying that, and that's obvious in his tone. he hates lying about it. laudna said that she hoped whoever did it would just come clean, and he wanted to, but rondo's plan relied on him being able to lie for a few days. just a few. it's just temporary. ]
We took her to lay her to rest [ somewhere i dont think we actually decided on this part ] and... that should have been that. But...
... I think a spider took her after we left. That was how Miss Laudna and Todomatsu found her.
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You did what you had to do.
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[ he did. but it felt - awful. after his experience in hell, just barely a week ago, the way she reacted, just... all of it. he closes his eyes. ] It... it's only temporary. I have to keep reminding myself of that.
[ she'll be back.
after he says this he like - shakes his head a little, eyes wet. ] What - what am I saying. Vin, you don't have to comfort me... After everything you went through today?
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[ so there!!! ]
So - we will just have to be concerned equally about each other.
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[physically, at least.]
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...mm. It's cruel, that these keep using visages of us all against each other. .. I'm glad I was here for you to come back to.
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...May I ask you something strange?
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Anything, Vin.
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he's thoughtful... ]
Let's see... You're smart, decisive, and kindhearted. You do a very good job of uniting people around you, even if you don't think you do. You're also thoughtful and thorough, and careful in ways that I rarely am, which is something I admire about you very much. Physically, you're really talented, and your magic is wonderfully clever - at least what I saw in your memories.
Beyond that, though, you're a wonderful friend who cares very much about the people who matter to you... is that enough? I can keep going.
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the way she immediately looks like she wants to cry]
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-- Vin! I'm so sorry, was it something I said?! It's okay, it's okay!! [ he's like immediately reaching out to (carefully) take her face in his hands!!! ]
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No, it's - you didn't say anything wrong. I just don't know why you...
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[ he will try to thumb away any tears if she cries, looking very worried... ]
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I'm not kind. I'm really not.
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