Pesti told me that they plan on talking with her about it - the overseers. There's just... even if we don't do it, there's nothing that will stop anyone else from doing the same. I think someone talking with her about it beyond us is likely to be unavoidable, is all.
... If we could force her to speak only in falsitudes with... a curse, do you think that might be a way to get around it? If she told us that she really wanted one thing, but that was a lie, and she wanted the opposite.
...There are so few ways I can protect others, here. There are things I'd like to change, of course, things that I likely couldn't change without a supposed wish.
[ he can think of a giant, sazantos shaped thing he'd really like to have changed, actually. a chance to restart, a chance to know what was wrong and help him from the beginning, a chance to save sazantos and save orsterra all at once.
quietly: ]
...But I can't do it at the potential cost of someone else's life. Gods forbid that this thing takes me over - that I could harm someone else, and harm another person because I wanted to change things at home. And even without that, I could still - I can defend myself, but you never know when you might be attacked.
If this is the only thing I can do, then so be it. Whether I want something or not, it is a risk that I'm unwilling to take.
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I hadn't planned on that. Rondo, I know how you feel about it, but it's a bad idea.
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[ he can't say he's surprised. ]
Pesti told me that they plan on talking with her about it - the overseers. There's just... even if we don't do it, there's nothing that will stop anyone else from doing the same. I think someone talking with her about it beyond us is likely to be unavoidable, is all.
[ there's a pause. ]
... What if we could trick it? The monster.
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[gazes in alpha week but also]
How do you mean?
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... If we could force her to speak only in falsitudes with... a curse, do you think that might be a way to get around it? If she told us that she really wanted one thing, but that was a lie, and she wanted the opposite.
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It's... something that would be available, if we felt it was a good idea. Maybe something we can talk about with the others, whomever you've chosen.
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[after a moment:]
By the way - there's something else I wanted to ask you.
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[ :O ]
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I've been avoiding telling anyone, I... don't want to end up matching with someone on accident...
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[tilts her head]
But don't you want a wish?
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...There are so few ways I can protect others, here. There are things I'd like to change, of course, things that I likely couldn't change without a supposed wish.
[ he can think of a giant, sazantos shaped thing he'd really like to have changed, actually. a chance to restart, a chance to know what was wrong and help him from the beginning, a chance to save sazantos and save orsterra all at once.
quietly: ]
...But I can't do it at the potential cost of someone else's life. Gods forbid that this thing takes me over - that I could harm someone else, and harm another person because I wanted to change things at home. And even without that, I could still - I can defend myself, but you never know when you might be attacked.
If this is the only thing I can do, then so be it. Whether I want something or not, it is a risk that I'm unwilling to take.
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reaches up
puts her hands on either side of his face and squishes a little]
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Whuh?!
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[I WANT TO MAKE IT CLEAR HE DOES NOT HAVE TO EVEN IF IT'S ALPHA WEEK]
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OkaybutyouhavetoletmenotlookatyousoIdon'taccidentallyrevealitifwematch!!!
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okay. he will do that. rondo turns around so he is no longer facing vin. he takes a big, deep breath. ]
It's... um, it's a sphinx.
[ and then he covers his mouth lest he accidentally says something if they match and shuts his eyes like he's waiting to get hit or something ]
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grabs his face again]
Open your eyes. We don't match.
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exhales like this is the most relieving thing in the entire world
mumbles: ] Thankth...
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I was really hoping...
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Hoping we'd match...?
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[sighs!!]
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I see... [ okay, well, listen, he's relieved. ] ... Can... I know what yours is?
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It's called a... gumiho? I don't know what that is.
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